Last night I dreamt that I was all alone at the dinner table after mealtime, and a pan of brownies sat in front of me. So I ate one....and another...and another. Soon I noticed that also on the table were chocolate chip cookies. So I had a few of those. And then--I felt regret. I had worked so hard, come so far, and now here I was, reverting back to my old patterns. I wept at my failure. Begged forgiveness from Mark.
Except I didn't.
And I haven't.
It was only a dream, thank the Lord!!! And it helps me strengthen my resolve once again to continue on this journey of not just losing weight, but of choosing God over the temporary comforts of this world. It is so hard but SOOO worth it :)
Yay!! What a great dream to not have come true! Proud of you, my friend!
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